Big Girl Panties Diaries - Entry #127: It’s Not Mixed Signals. It’s Inconsistent Effort

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There is a point where you have enough information. Not from what was said, not from how something started, and not from the potential you can clearly see. You get it from how people actually show up.

We spend a lot of time trying to interpret intent. We ask what changed, whether something is temporary, or if it will level out. Those questions feel productive, but they are not the most useful ones. At some point, the pattern becomes the answer.

People either follow through, stay engaged, and make the effort to continue, or they don’t. And when they don’t, the tendency is to explain it away. They are busy. They are under pressure. They have a lot going on. All of that can be true, and none of it changes the outcome.

In fact, I had a mentor who encouraged me to always assume positive intent. And that is still a useful discipline. It keeps you grounded and prevents unnecessary reactions. But assuming positive intent does not require you to overlook consistent behavior. You can believe someone means well and still recognize when their actions are not aligning. Both can be true at the same time.

The reason this gets missed is because early energy is convincing. It creates a sense of momentum that feels like progress. We anchor to how something started and assume it will continue, even when the behavior no longer supports it. By the time the pattern is clear, we have already invested enough to question our own read of the situation instead of the situation itself.

The experience is what matters. Inconsistent effort, unclear direction, and momentum that depends on one side carrying it forward are not things to decode. They are things to recognize.

There is also a level of disappointment that comes with this. Not because something ended, but because something that felt like it was building did not continue. Disappointment has a way of keeping you anchored to the beginning, even when the present is telling you something different.

This shows up everywhere:

  • At work, it is the colleague who is fully engaged in the meeting but disappears when it is time to execute.

  • In leadership, it is early alignment that never translates into sustained action. In change management, it is executive sponsorship that is visible at kickoff and missing when adoption actually requires leadership.

  • In strategy, it is the priority that is announced with urgency and then quietly deprioritized by what leaders choose to pay attention to.

  • In transformation, it is the system that goes live successfully but is never reinforced through daily leadership behavior.

  • In relationships, it is strong initial connection without consistent follow-through.

  • Even in friendships, it is the pattern of good intentions without real presence over time.

Different settings. Same pattern. Same outcome.

The cost of ignoring this is not just confusion. It is time, energy, and focus spent trying to stabilize something that is not stabilizing itself. It is carrying momentum that was never shared. And over time, it shifts from awareness to overcompensation.

There is a difference between something that is building and something that needs to be pushed. When something is building, it moves with shared effort. When something needs to be pushed, it relies on one person to keep it alive. That is where clarity lives.

Clarity does not come from more analysis. It comes from accepting what the pattern already shows.

Most people do not struggle with knowing. They struggle with accepting what they already see. Consistency is not a bonus. It is the baseline. When it is missing, that is the signal.

BGPD Rule: The pattern is the answer. Pay attention to how people actually show up.

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